this is what i want to give you love.
space to create

i was in a verbal altercation months ago at the bank.
some girl called me a jerk or stupid from her car - and i called her out.
told her that she was a dumb bitch and told her to shut the fuck up.
my adrenaline surged. i was not ready to fight, but i was ready to scare someone.

"I see all this potential; and I see it squandered. God dammit, an entire generation pumping gas and waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don’t need. We are the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no great war, no great depression. Our great war is a spiritual war. Our great depression is our lives. We’ve all been raised by television to believe that we’d be millionaires and movie gods and rock stars - but we won’t. "

fight club was on tv yesterday and it rekindled some feelings. i purposely tried to pare down my lifestyle - and not get caught up in the race.
thoughts are brewing and more blogs are coming...

Kinda hard to muster up "fire" sympathy as the places that are burning have always done so.
"For generations market driven urbanization has transgressed environmental common sense. Historic wildfire corridors have been turned into view-lot suburbs," - from Ecology of Fear by Mike Davis.

time vs inclination
time is taking inclinations bad rap...
people (myself included) often say that they haven't the time.
but really - truly they lack the inclination.

I set my morning alarm to kcrw so i can wake up to npr in the mornings.
Unbeknownst to me kcrw has a really great jazz program "Strictly Jazz"on saturday mornings. Every weekend I am happily stirred by a familiar melody. It is the perfect beginning to every weekend.

Strictly Jazz

when i was a kid i didn't color as much as i outlined the outline.
i derived my pleasure and relaxation by fine tuning and exploring the boundaries. Sheesh, talk about living on the edge.